Starting.....

....To realize I really need to be doing more w/my life. But on the other hand my children are my life. My day completely revolves around them. So yet again. My life is there's. Well damn that really makes for a sounding of a boring life.

Day usually starts out me getting up feeding Bella, waiting for Zane to get up, feed him. Usually make him get dressed and then I try to go outside. Most the time we just sit out there & enjoy the weather. But w/the 4Th being Sunday Zane has taken it upon himself to start the day blowing things up. That's my son who sum day hopes to be on the SWAT team or a Marine. I think he's just really into the guns. Hey he's 7 & 1/2 and has a Vietnam Vet for a grandpa so of course the Military is his thing. But most important is his education. I've already informed him that no school no life & your ass ends up on the streets. So I ask him if this is where he wants to live & his answer is always no. Then my son you must go to school & Read.. Read.. Read.. For no one in this world will do anything for you. You must achieve thing yourself. So we'll see how things go through out the years. I only hope he keeps on enjoying school & keeps dreaming big so he can go out & live his life the way he wants.

Hummm so my thoughts escape me once again. Blaahhh Okay well it's Friday & that I am glad. But it's also BILL PAYING DAY boooo gota love them damn bills. They love us sooooo much..lol Always on time, never late. Damn them bills u'd think they'd take a break..lol Okay well I've been up FOREVER & should see if I can get at least an hr of sleep B4 my lil ones rise. So good day to you all. & Welcome to my boring Life..lol

~Sparrow~