Forever Love.. Then Lost

Once upon a time I walked with broken wings.
A shatter heart & a lost soul.
The day I met you turned my whole world upside down.
No longer was I alone.
For I now had you to hold.

You found my soul & protected it,
You picked up every shattered piece of my heart & put it back together.
Then you gave me new wings to always be by your side.
You became my best friend, my lover, my future forever.

Then a cloud came over head & the rain began to pour.
Thunder rumbled & lightening flashed.
The next thing I knew my whole world had just crashed.

The one who fixed everything.
Shattered it all.
Ripped out my heart,
Lost my soul,
Then broke my wings.
Never to fly again.
As tears stream down my face,
My heart exploding in my chest.
The pain so unbearable I just want it to go away.
Burn my bad memories & remember the better days.

How could the one who said he'd never leave nor walk away.
Shatter my whole world & just walk away?
You have no idea the pain & sorrow you have left.
How can I pick back up & ever smile again?
My once in a lifetime love took himself away from me.
He seemed to not know how much it would kill me.
I've lost my best friend,
My other half.
The man that completed my dreams.
My soul.
The one I gave my heart to.
Brought my whole world crashing down.
Now there's a hole in my heart & in my soul.
I've never felt so alone.
I loved whole heartily,
Then I loss.

Now I walk upon this earth in a daze.
Wondering & not understanding how all this has happened to me.
Now I look up in the sky every day & night.
Praying to the gods above to bring my forever love back were he belongs.
Show him the way to a forever lasting love.
And I hope he comes back & never walks away again.
For if he ever did.
I'd never be same.
How could I ever live?

::A broken heart is hard to bare & live with. Every day is a test to inner strength. Every day it rains. So I cry in the rain so the world doesn't see my pain::

~Sparrow~

Copyright
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012

Love of My Life

As I sit here & cry while my mind is in complete chaos.
Trying so hard to understand.
I feel used, worthless, & like I'm never good enough.
Gave my all & my heart.
Only to get it thrown in my face.

I don't know if his words were real.
If he ever really loved me.
It's the unknown that rips my heart every day.
When I looked into his eyes they said I love you.
His arms claimed me & protected me.
His kiss so amazing took my breath away every time.
Every day that passed I felt he was forever mine.
My love always grew & even now it still does.
I can't help but love this man that ripped out my heart.

So I sit and watch the world pass me by.
Waiting for the Love of my life...
To say he was sorry, wrong, & made a mistake.
He never meant to leave me & doesn't want another man to ever take his place.
I know he loves me.
I could feel it from his heart and soul.
His words were not lies.
And I'll never let anyone convince me otherwise.

So I sit and wait for the Love of my life.
Cuz no other man could ever compare to him.
He still holds my heart in the palm of his hand.

I love and miss you TC

~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012

All a Lie

In the middle of the night as I laid upon your bare chest.
I cried tears of sorrow.
For I knew I was losing you.
You told me to stop crying that you'd never leave me.
That you love me and I'm what you want.

I should of known then what I know now.
It was all a lie.
You never loved me like I love you.
The pain I feel is so intense.
A dagger to my chest that you seem to push further & further into me.

I would never do you wrong.
I gave you my word I'd always stand by you.
You gave your word to.
But it seems that means nothing to you.

You never loved me like I love you.
All your words a lie, hugs & kisses to.
You just used me knowing damn well all the pain I've already been thru.
Did you ever care?
I don't believe you ever did.
Cuz in truth if you did.
Leaving me would be something you'd never be able to do.

In the end I'm the one left with a broken heart.
So done with love.
Not putting myself out there again.

~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012