Take Care

What do you do when your damaged & broken?
And it feels like your heart is about to explode?
Your chest becomes heavy,
The tears fall like rain.
Can't catch your breath.
For the pain of your heart breaking is to much to bear.
You scream in agony.
Pray for the pain to go away.
Wish for the memories to fade.
You want so bad to go back to yesterday.
When all was good & not so sad.
You go over & over again in your head.
All the words he ever said.
Was it real?
Were they true?
Maybe it was all a lie & he never really loved you.
For if he did he wouldn't be able to just walk away.
He'd stop & fight & beg with all his might.
For you to stay; beg never to leave.
But he didn't.
All he said was Take Care.

Take care?
Okay..... I will.
I'll take care of this broken heart.
The words you lied.
Try to erase your memory.
Don't even want to remember yesterday.
You made me care,
You made me fall.
You caught me for a moment.
Then let me fall to the ground.
Got me feelin' like I'm in the depths of hell.
Once upon a time on cloud 9.
Only took a few words to fall from heaven.
Guess I wasn't your angel,
Guess you didn't change.
Nothing but lies.
I hate your face.

All the I love you's,
I miss you's,
I need you,
Your my life & you complete me.
If all were so true now how do you feel?
Do you feel like a part of you is missing?
Does your heart bleed as much as mine?
Do you lay awake missing me?
The answer to all these questions is NO!
No you don't miss me,
No your heart doesn't bleed,
And hell no do you feel like a part of you is missing.
I was just another woman you dated.
Manipulated.
Fell for your lies.
Damn you took me on one hell of a ride.

I know now how dumb I was.
How blind I became.
But now I see,
I really see that you Never loved me.
It'll hurt for a little while.
And I'll be down for some time.
But I'll get back up again.
And be stronger then I was before.
Another life lesson learned.
Thanks for the class.
Your a horrible teacher.
That was a life lesson I didn't need to learn.

~Sparrow

All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2013

Time is Right

When the time is right I'll date again.
Hopefully find a man who can be 100% wit me.
Seem to be to much to be real these days.
But be real wit me & I'll be real wit you.
I'm the type of chic who's cool wit you chillin wit your boys.
Cuz I like to chill wit my girls & my babies.
I'm old fashioned, I like dates.
But I also like to shoot hoops, play video games, & dance.
Life is about livin' & havin' fun.
So all I expect is a man to have a lil time for me.
I need a man who's not worried bout my past & what I may of once did.
Only need him to be worryin bout the present & what happens in the future.
I don't worry bout people's pasts.
For your past does not define you.
But your future does.

When the time is right I'll date again.
But until then....
I'll be enjoying my life.
Livin' every day.
Smilin', laughin', & enjoying my time with my babies.
For there all I really need.
There love is truly enough for me <3

~Sparrow

All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2013