I feel like my brain is gonna explode.
Nothing is ever easy and if it is.
Somethin' bad bout to happen.
I can feel the storm over head.
I see the clouds.
Lightening clashing all around.
The hail begins.
The hurricane hits.
Close my eyes and begin to cry.
Crouch to the ground.
Screaming for help.
All goes quiet until the tornado touches the ground.
Running for cover there's no where to go.
Holding onto a metal pole.
It's pulling me in,
I scream and cry.
Fighting with all my might.
I fall to the ground and look around.
All is calm but there's chaos all around.
I stand up,
Brush myself off,
And wipe the tears from my eyes.
I take my first step.
The first step of the rest of my life.
~Sparrow~
7/27/12
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
~A Glimps into my Head~
Friday, July 27, 2012
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
They Don't Know
Don't matter what others say.
It's all he said she said.
They makin' no sense.
Story after story.
Lie after another.
No one can be real and do nothing but talk smack.
Don't they know that no matter what they say you'll forever be my love, my man, my baby?
They think they know you.
But they a bunch of fools.
They don't know you like I do.
That smile; that laugh.
Hides a past of hurt and tears.
Fear after fear of never being loved for who you are.
Livin' life thinkin' your invisible.
But baby I see you.
Inside and out through and through.
Mind, body, soul.
Your more than the man they think you are.
Amazing, strong, intelligent, handsome.
So much rolled in one.
They just don't know you like I do.
Nor do they see the man you really are.
Someone always gonna hate.
Always gonna be jealous and talk shit.
But we above all that.
Can't ever be brought down to their level.
Baby your forever shinin' in my eyes.
Forever my numba one.
They just don't know you like I do.
So I'll let em hate and say what they say.
They just mad cuz you my man and I ain't lettin' go without a fight.
I was raised to fight for who and what you love.
And boo you mí amor,
The one who saw me when no one else didn't and I saw you.
My heart speaks to only you and you hear every word it says.
This is how I know it's true.
I'll never let go of you.
No matter what they say or do.
You'll always be my number one.
and I ain't lettin' go of you.
They just don't know you like I do.
A bunch of judgmental fools.
~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
It's all he said she said.
They makin' no sense.
Story after story.
Lie after another.
No one can be real and do nothing but talk smack.
Don't they know that no matter what they say you'll forever be my love, my man, my baby?
They think they know you.
But they a bunch of fools.
They don't know you like I do.
That smile; that laugh.
Hides a past of hurt and tears.
Fear after fear of never being loved for who you are.
Livin' life thinkin' your invisible.
But baby I see you.
Inside and out through and through.
Mind, body, soul.
Your more than the man they think you are.
Amazing, strong, intelligent, handsome.
So much rolled in one.
They just don't know you like I do.
Nor do they see the man you really are.
Someone always gonna hate.
Always gonna be jealous and talk shit.
But we above all that.
Can't ever be brought down to their level.
Baby your forever shinin' in my eyes.
Forever my numba one.
They just don't know you like I do.
So I'll let em hate and say what they say.
They just mad cuz you my man and I ain't lettin' go without a fight.
I was raised to fight for who and what you love.
And boo you mí amor,
The one who saw me when no one else didn't and I saw you.
My heart speaks to only you and you hear every word it says.
This is how I know it's true.
I'll never let go of you.
No matter what they say or do.
You'll always be my number one.
and I ain't lettin' go of you.
They just don't know you like I do.
A bunch of judgmental fools.
~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
Monday, July 23, 2012
One of a Kind
Every time I hear his voice it's music to my soul.
The very sight of him makes me smile with joy.
He approaches; his lips on mine and I forget how to breath.
He puts his hand on the back of my neck and our kisses intensify.
He wraps his arms around me and I feel right where I belong.
When he's near he brings a calmness to my soul.
Time just seems to stop and the world is at a stand still.
It's just me and him.
He makes me forget all the bad and chaos in my life.
With him there are always better days.
He never judges just keeps it real.
I tell him what's on my mind and he only gives me honest feedback.
He's one of a kind.
Not to many men like him exist.
He makes my life better.
Never negative like all the rest.
Since he came into my life.
I've been stress free and feel at complete ease.
He speaks to my soul and hears my heart.
No words have to be spoken for him to know what's on my mind.
He seems to know me better than I know myself.
How he does this I may never know.
But I'm grateful for him coming into my life.
Making it better, not worse.
Loving unconditionally, not with restriction.
He's one of a kind.
Every day I wake up grateful to be able to say he's mine.
All I can do is smile, look at him, and proudly say "Yes that's my man." ")
He's one of a kind.
~Sparrow~
7/23/12
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
The very sight of him makes me smile with joy.
He approaches; his lips on mine and I forget how to breath.
He puts his hand on the back of my neck and our kisses intensify.
He wraps his arms around me and I feel right where I belong.
When he's near he brings a calmness to my soul.
Time just seems to stop and the world is at a stand still.
It's just me and him.
He makes me forget all the bad and chaos in my life.
With him there are always better days.
He never judges just keeps it real.
I tell him what's on my mind and he only gives me honest feedback.
He's one of a kind.
Not to many men like him exist.
He makes my life better.
Never negative like all the rest.
Since he came into my life.
I've been stress free and feel at complete ease.
He speaks to my soul and hears my heart.
No words have to be spoken for him to know what's on my mind.
He seems to know me better than I know myself.
How he does this I may never know.
But I'm grateful for him coming into my life.
Making it better, not worse.
Loving unconditionally, not with restriction.
He's one of a kind.
Every day I wake up grateful to be able to say he's mine.
All I can do is smile, look at him, and proudly say "Yes that's my man." ")
He's one of a kind.
~Sparrow~
7/23/12
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Soulless Man
Once upon a time you brought joy to my life.
Now all you do is cause unbearable pain.
Lie after lie.
Caught like a fish in a net.
Yet you stand there and lie to my face.
Don’t say you love me when the words upon your lips are empty.
You call me names, bring me down.
Then think you can come back around.
You say you changed it’ll be different this time.
Boy you lie like that fake Persian rug.
Look me in my eyes and tell me your lies…
Oh that’s right you can.
You’re a soulless man.
Your actions speaking everything your to scared to say.
Just be real.
Oh that’s right you can’t!
How is it so hard to be faithful to me,
to do right and not break my heart on a daily?
You soulless man.
No heart, No conscious, No thoughts.
You could careless that every day you’re breaking my heart.
You’re a fucking mess.
You have no clue which way is up.
You pulled me into your web of lies.
Got into my mind, stole my heart, and now you seem to think its okay to cause all this pain.
It’s not okay and I’m tired of the sleepless nights.
Always worrying bout what’s gonna happen next.
It shouldn’t be like this.
I should be able to love without worrying if you’ll walk away yet again.
I deserve better and I know that I do.
But yet I hold on to a soulless man.
Constantly in agony but yet I love with all my might.
Damn I’ve lost my mind.
I gotta run and hide.
Can’t let you find me.
Gotta let you go and be stronger than your fake love.
Your meaningless words can’t get past this wall I’ve built.
You no longer have power over me.
I never knew when I met you, you were a soulless man.
I wish I could have seen past your lying eyes.
But all the pain and damage you have caused has only made me stronger.
You knocked me to my knees.
So I prayed for the Lord to help me and give me strength.
It took days of agonizing pain,
Rivers of tears,
screams that could shatter glass….
To finally stand back up.
As I wiped away the tears,
Turned my heart cold.
And let honey ease my throat,
I whispered… “Never Again…..”
Never again will I let a man do what you did to me.
Never again will I let love in and break me.
Love is supposed to build you, hold you, and carry you.
Not destroy you.
Never again will I ever settle for less.
I deserve the very best.
Someday I’ll find a man with a soul.
One who will love me past their heart to their soul.
I’m standing, stronger than ever.
Good-bye you Soulless man.
Love for you no longer lives here.
I deserve the best.
Not a devil in disguise.
You tried to destroy me,
Yet I still stand strong.
☆Sparrow☆
7/10/12
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
Now all you do is cause unbearable pain.
Lie after lie.
Caught like a fish in a net.
Yet you stand there and lie to my face.
Don’t say you love me when the words upon your lips are empty.
You call me names, bring me down.
Then think you can come back around.
You say you changed it’ll be different this time.
Boy you lie like that fake Persian rug.
Look me in my eyes and tell me your lies…
Oh that’s right you can.
You’re a soulless man.
Your actions speaking everything your to scared to say.
Just be real.
Oh that’s right you can’t!
How is it so hard to be faithful to me,
to do right and not break my heart on a daily?
You soulless man.
No heart, No conscious, No thoughts.
You could careless that every day you’re breaking my heart.
You’re a fucking mess.
You have no clue which way is up.
You pulled me into your web of lies.
Got into my mind, stole my heart, and now you seem to think its okay to cause all this pain.
It’s not okay and I’m tired of the sleepless nights.
Always worrying bout what’s gonna happen next.
It shouldn’t be like this.
I should be able to love without worrying if you’ll walk away yet again.
I deserve better and I know that I do.
But yet I hold on to a soulless man.
Constantly in agony but yet I love with all my might.
Damn I’ve lost my mind.
I gotta run and hide.
Can’t let you find me.
Gotta let you go and be stronger than your fake love.
Your meaningless words can’t get past this wall I’ve built.
You no longer have power over me.
I never knew when I met you, you were a soulless man.
I wish I could have seen past your lying eyes.
But all the pain and damage you have caused has only made me stronger.
You knocked me to my knees.
So I prayed for the Lord to help me and give me strength.
It took days of agonizing pain,
Rivers of tears,
screams that could shatter glass….
To finally stand back up.
As I wiped away the tears,
Turned my heart cold.
And let honey ease my throat,
I whispered… “Never Again…..”
Never again will I let a man do what you did to me.
Never again will I let love in and break me.
Love is supposed to build you, hold you, and carry you.
Not destroy you.
Never again will I ever settle for less.
I deserve the very best.
Someday I’ll find a man with a soul.
One who will love me past their heart to their soul.
I’m standing, stronger than ever.
Good-bye you Soulless man.
Love for you no longer lives here.
I deserve the best.
Not a devil in disguise.
You tried to destroy me,
Yet I still stand strong.
☆Sparrow☆
7/10/12
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
Never Again
As my heart turned to ice & my walls built up.
I closed my eyes & screamed as loud as I could.
The pain unbearable,
Even my soul was screaming.
Never again I told myself.
Never again will I love.
To much pain,
To much heartache,
To much blinded trust.
Broken time & time again.
As my walls stand tall & strong.
My heart as cold as ice.
My soul black as night.
I meet new guy after next.
Never really connecting.
Heck I never gave em a chance.
Then this one man came along.
Caught me off guard.
Never thought he'd be the one chipping away at my walls.
Every moment with him I feel the ice melt,
My soul slowly enters into the light.
And my walls start to crumble to the ground.
I fight so hard to keep everything intact.
I can't let love back in.
So I'll like him as much as I'm allowed before it gets to close to love.
Can't have love sneaking up on me like that.
He's a good man & I know I'm no good for him.
But I'll stay here & enjoy his company for as long as he allows me to.
Can't bare the pain of love no more.
~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
I closed my eyes & screamed as loud as I could.
The pain unbearable,
Even my soul was screaming.
Never again I told myself.
Never again will I love.
To much pain,
To much heartache,
To much blinded trust.
Broken time & time again.
As my walls stand tall & strong.
My heart as cold as ice.
My soul black as night.
I meet new guy after next.
Never really connecting.
Heck I never gave em a chance.
Then this one man came along.
Caught me off guard.
Never thought he'd be the one chipping away at my walls.
Every moment with him I feel the ice melt,
My soul slowly enters into the light.
And my walls start to crumble to the ground.
I fight so hard to keep everything intact.
I can't let love back in.
So I'll like him as much as I'm allowed before it gets to close to love.
Can't have love sneaking up on me like that.
He's a good man & I know I'm no good for him.
But I'll stay here & enjoy his company for as long as he allows me to.
Can't bare the pain of love no more.
~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
Monday, July 02, 2012
Lies....Everywhere
When the world sleeps I stay awake.
Watching... Wondering what this life has in store for me.
The ups & downs.
Lies upon lies how do I ever trust?
Why is it so hard for people to be real?
Guess they just can't be themselves regardless if you; yourself are real with them.
The trials & tribulations of life forever keep you on guard.
Never knowing what will happen next.
One minute here then next never to be seen again.
The world has become a complete jumble of gadgets & gizmos.
Technology & Internet rule the world of communication like no other.
Making it so much easier to hide; never to really be yourself...leaving many to lie.
Regardless of the changing world.
I don't hide nor do I lie about who I am & where I come from.
I'm gonna be real with you regardless of the situation.
And if need be I'll be brutally honest cuz that's just me.
I wasn't put on this earth to please you nor to fit inside your box.
I am me & that's all I'll ever be.
Don't like something bout me well then get to steppin cuz I don't give a rats ass.
I do as I please, speak how I like.
Dress in what's comfortable to me.
My tats aren't some fad they are my life story for the world to see.
I chose to wear my art literally on my sleeve.
Unlike most I don't need to lie to be me,
I don't need to lie to make friends or get a man.
People like me cuz I'm real & I'm me.
Simply that.... I'm me & that's all I'll ever be.
I don't need to hide behind a web of lies to live my life as I please.
~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
Watching... Wondering what this life has in store for me.
The ups & downs.
Lies upon lies how do I ever trust?
Why is it so hard for people to be real?
Guess they just can't be themselves regardless if you; yourself are real with them.
The trials & tribulations of life forever keep you on guard.
Never knowing what will happen next.
One minute here then next never to be seen again.
The world has become a complete jumble of gadgets & gizmos.
Technology & Internet rule the world of communication like no other.
Making it so much easier to hide; never to really be yourself...leaving many to lie.
Regardless of the changing world.
I don't hide nor do I lie about who I am & where I come from.
I'm gonna be real with you regardless of the situation.
And if need be I'll be brutally honest cuz that's just me.
I wasn't put on this earth to please you nor to fit inside your box.
I am me & that's all I'll ever be.
Don't like something bout me well then get to steppin cuz I don't give a rats ass.
I do as I please, speak how I like.
Dress in what's comfortable to me.
My tats aren't some fad they are my life story for the world to see.
I chose to wear my art literally on my sleeve.
Unlike most I don't need to lie to be me,
I don't need to lie to make friends or get a man.
People like me cuz I'm real & I'm me.
Simply that.... I'm me & that's all I'll ever be.
I don't need to hide behind a web of lies to live my life as I please.
~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012
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