Another night of no sleep. Went to bed a lil after 10pm tired as hell. Just to wake up at 1am. Seriously?!?! This sucks. I was for sure I'd sleep thru the night because I'm soooo tired. Being out in the heat for only a short time drained me of what little energy I had. So bedtime I was so looking forward to.
But of course. I sleep only 2-3hrs at a time. So for now all I got was 2hrs & I'm pretty sure that's all I'm going to get today. I'll be awake until Tacoma goes off to work then I'll be getting ready for the day. Take my shower & get sum other things done before my daughter wakes up. Then soon my son will wake up to. Bellazay doesn't wake up until after 10am. So if I start my day at 7-7:30am that gives me some time to myself. It's going to be another hot ass day. And I need to go to BabiesRUs/ToysRUs. Hopefully my mom will be able to watch the kids for a lil bit so I can go to the store & not have to take them.
OMG I'm so tired my eyes are burning. There's times when i don't mind the insomnia & then there's nights like this were I hate it & wish it didn't exists. I just want to sleep. But it's like my brain is only willing to shut down for a couple hrs at a time. Heck I remember when all I did was sleep at night. As soon as my head hit the pillow out I went. Now that doesn't happen. You know when your 13-16 & never sleep it's like no big deal. Your a teenager & can run on 2hrs of sleep no biggy. But at 27 my body gets worn out after a couple days. I always think I'm going to crash & damn if I'm wrong. Damn brain says "NOOOOO Wake Your Ass Up!" And of course I wake up damn it.
Oh well. Guess I could really bitch about it or just leave it be. It's just tonight is a night where I really just wanted some sleep. Maybe tomorrow night. Can only hope.
Well it's 2:25am & I think I'll go find something to snack on. If my printer wasn't so loud when it prints I'd print out my tat ideas & start working on them. Tacoma got a book earlier this evening or well yesterday evening w/tats in it. There's some in it that I can actually use to finish up my sleeves. I still only have half a sleeve for my right arm. But basically have my left arm sleeve all thought out & tonight I finally finished in my head how I wanted it to look. Moved the black panther up & changed up the idea of it a lil. Now I'm gonna have it coming off my shoulder, blending into my phrase, & onto the rest of the designs I want. Which actually now leaves room under the phrase for something else. Which of course is blank right now. And OMG in the book Tacoma got I found the tat I want to get to represent my son. It's awesome & completely fits him. It screams Bonez. He'll love it once I show him what mommy is getting for him:))
But now actually; the original idea I had for Bonez's tat I can change up & put it in my left arm sleeve. His tat is going on my right arm. It'll all be amazing once complete. But I want my left arm telling my life story up until the present & then I'll add something that will represent the future. Since I know I won't B 60 years old getting a tat. LOL
Well I'm gonna go for now. Still want a snack & really want to work on my tats but it'll have to wait. Once Tacoma leaves for work then I'll print off all my tat ideas so then I can work on them when I have a chance.
Well laterz
~Sparrow~
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