Wake up in the middle of the night to the sound of screaming.
Only to realize it is I who is screaming.
Tears stream down my face.
Covered in sweat.
Another dream that proves to be untrue.
So I sit in the dark & cry over you.
Soul so empty, heart beyond numb.
How long will the pain live on?
Feel like a ticking time bomb that could go off at a moments notice.
So full of emotions.
Can no longer tell fantasy from reality.
Walking the earth in a daze.
Numb to all around me.
Pain no longer fazes me.
Love only exists to prove pain is real.
A broken heart will not mend.
A soul once shattered will forever lye in ruin.
Is it really better to have loved then never at all?
I guess only time can tell.
The pain alone let's me know I'm alive.
Wondering this earth confused & dazed.
Nothing but an empty shell walking towards my grave.
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All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez-Snowhawk and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2011
