Never Again

As my heart turned to ice & my walls built up.
I closed my eyes & screamed as loud as I could.
The pain unbearable,
Even my soul was screaming.
Never again I told myself.
Never again will I love.
To much pain,
To much heartache,
To much blinded trust.
Broken time & time again.

As my walls stand tall & strong.
My heart as cold as ice.
My soul black as night.
I meet new guy after next.
Never really connecting.
Heck I never gave em a chance.

Then this one man came along.
Caught me off guard.
Never thought he'd be the one chipping away at my walls.
Every moment with him I feel the ice melt,
My soul slowly enters into the light.
And my walls start to crumble to the ground.
I fight so hard to keep everything intact.
I can't let love back in.

So I'll like him as much as I'm allowed before it gets to close to love.
Can't have love sneaking up on me like that.
He's a good man & I know I'm no good for him.
But I'll stay here & enjoy his company for as long as he allows me to.

Can't bare the pain of love no more.

~Sparrow~

All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012