Soulless Man

Once upon a time you brought joy to my life.
Now all you do is cause unbearable pain.
Lie after lie.
Caught like a fish in a net.
Yet you stand there and lie to my face.
Don’t say you love me when the words upon your lips are empty.


You call me names, bring me down.
Then think you can come back around.
You say you changed it’ll be different this time.
Boy you lie like that fake Persian rug.
Look me in my eyes and tell me your lies…
Oh that’s right you can.
You’re a soulless man.
Your actions speaking everything your to scared to say.
Just be real.
Oh that’s right you can’t!

How is it so hard to be faithful to me,
to do right and not break my heart on a daily?
You soulless man.
No heart, No conscious, No thoughts.
You could careless that every day you’re breaking my heart.
You’re a fucking mess.
You have no clue which way is up.

You pulled me into your web of lies.
Got into my mind, stole my heart, and now you seem to think its okay to cause all this pain.
It’s not okay and I’m tired of the sleepless nights.
Always worrying bout what’s gonna happen next.
It shouldn’t be like this.
I should be able to love without worrying if you’ll walk away yet again.

I deserve better and I know that I do.
But yet I hold on to a soulless man.
Constantly in agony but yet I love with all my might.
Damn I’ve lost my mind.

I gotta run and hide.
Can’t let you find me.
Gotta let you go and be stronger than your fake love.
Your meaningless words can’t get past this wall I’ve built.
You no longer have power over me.
I never knew when I met you, you were a soulless man.
I wish I could have seen past your lying eyes.
But all the pain and damage you have caused has only made me stronger.
You knocked me to my knees.
So I prayed for the Lord to help me and give me strength.
It took days of agonizing pain,
Rivers of tears,
screams that could shatter glass….
To finally stand back up.

As I wiped away the tears,
Turned my heart cold.
And let honey ease my throat,
I whispered… “Never Again…..”


Never again will I let a man do what you did to me.
Never again will I let love in and break me.
Love is supposed to build you, hold you, and carry you.
Not destroy you.
Never again will I ever settle for less.
I deserve the very best.

Someday I’ll find a man with a soul.
One who will love me past their heart to their soul.
I’m standing, stronger than ever.
Good-bye you Soulless man.
Love for you no longer lives here.
I deserve the best.
Not a devil in disguise.
You tried to destroy me,
Yet I still stand strong.

☆Sparrow☆
7/10/12

All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012