Love of My Life

As I sit here & cry while my mind is in complete chaos.
Trying so hard to understand.
I feel used, worthless, & like I'm never good enough.
Gave my all & my heart.
Only to get it thrown in my face.

I don't know if his words were real.
If he ever really loved me.
It's the unknown that rips my heart every day.
When I looked into his eyes they said I love you.
His arms claimed me & protected me.
His kiss so amazing took my breath away every time.
Every day that passed I felt he was forever mine.
My love always grew & even now it still does.
I can't help but love this man that ripped out my heart.

So I sit and watch the world pass me by.
Waiting for the Love of my life...
To say he was sorry, wrong, & made a mistake.
He never meant to leave me & doesn't want another man to ever take his place.
I know he loves me.
I could feel it from his heart and soul.
His words were not lies.
And I'll never let anyone convince me otherwise.

So I sit and wait for the Love of my life.
Cuz no other man could ever compare to him.
He still holds my heart in the palm of his hand.

I love and miss you TC

~Sparrow~
All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012