Only..

I've spent forever loving him.
Most the time from afar.
Only being able to just be his friend at times.
He's the only man I've ever trusted.
Only one who knows me thru and thru.
He's never hit me or put me down like all the rest.
In his arms I feel safe.
His kiss can stop time.
When with him for only a few minutes turns into hours gone by.

I've never felt safe or even myself in any of my relationships but one.
Time and circumstances have made it hard for me to be with him.
Things are finally changing and I'm standing up for myself.
Doing what needs to be done to be happy for my own self.

If you truly love someone don't love them from afar.
Put yourself out there and tell them.
You may be surprised that they love you to.
The future I may not know.
But can only hope.
That one day I will fully and be completely in the arms of the one that holds my heart and has my soul.
The only man I've ever really known and loved.

~Sparrow~
1/2/12


All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez-Snowhawk and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2012