Late Night...

I close my eyes & in the middle of the night I lay & wonder about my life.
Past, Present, Future.
Can't change the past.
You can only learn & grown.
The present is the here & now.
The future is still waiting to be written.
I constantly worry & wonder if I'm doing the right thing?
If I've made the right choices?
Am I on the right road?
I hate not knowing the answers.

My heart is constantly bleeding,
My soul seems to be in agony.
Tears stream down my face.
All the while I smile.
Smile to hide the pain,
Smile to let you know everything is okay.
I was made tough.
I can take any hit.
You'll never see the scars.
For the ink upon my body hides all my pain.
I just want someone to see my worth.
To see the love I can offer & just love me back.
But nowadays that's way to much to ask.
So gonna close my eyes & dream away.

~Sparrow

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All poetry and lyrics written and owned by Kelli Irene "Sparrow" Ramirez and federally protected under the United States Copyright Act © 1998-2013